Do you wanna know why I hate the cold?
For the longest time, I didn't know why, I just did.
Then recently, I figured it out.
I hate being cold because I get cold when I'm sick. I hate being sick.
I hate being cold because I always get cold when something bad happens to me.
Like for instance, all today I was so freakin' chilly because I think I'm catching a cold.
But, the bigger issue here is the fact that when things go terribly wrong, I'm absolutely freezing. For example, when my grandma died, I got cold.
I hatehateHATEHATE being cold.
It feels like all my blood just disappears and I'm empty.
Maybe it's my body's way of trying to protect itself from the approaching danger? I don't know. But it sucks D:
